Two months


It’s been that long since I’ve posted anything…and I feel awful about it. In fact I’ve been feeling pretty damn depressed for the last couple of months… Not “oh i feel bad”..but full on dark depression, 

As always it’s a combination of many things making me feel shit…


To name a few:

College work

Dublin living situation

Home stresses


general hatred of body image.

They’re all forming a mushroom cloud of absoloute despair over me that i cannot shake off. I’m going to post a detailed post about the Dublin/College/Body situation soon because they all interconnect. 


Suffice to say blog, I’m very unhappy right now, I feel angry and useless and a failure at everything.